Still waiting to be Free

I come from a place where

people are judged by the tone 

of their skin

Where no one is comfortable in their own skin

Society is as twisted as a rope

Where to begin...

People are "bad,"

Not enough hair is "good"

Catfished daily because we are  technologically

enabling our social skills

Are we for real?

Twilight zone in full effect

 and I have not  reached my third decade yet

Chronologically a baby but my 

heart was here before

And its been reconstructed...

Partially-- need I compare it to the

Tapan Zee?

Then the light set me free

As long as my eyes were not dim

I swam even though it felt like I was sinking 

at times

My mind perhaps my largest obstacle

Especially when its full

I need it to be judgement free

So I plea as it continues to assault me

and them

So how do I get over this?

I love hard

First me and then them

Trusting only in the One

That I can always and forever depend

Not a drink or few

Not food  with a side of breaking the scale, too

I am worth more 

"We can do better!," says the girl in the mirror

Then she turned on the news...

I don’t want you killing my child just because he walked out the door
— Shontell Walters, on the Michael Brown shooting

God, I know you are out there

but did you hear?

Did I get through to You?

Shay Nefeteria